four hundred twenty kph to oblivion

it was 6 days of oblivion. the realization that i was way off track with who i am hit me like an arrow through my head. what was i thinking back then? a month ago i was hooked to something that i wasnt supposed to. i have always prided myself with great self restraint but at that moment it felt so right. broken and stressed out to the point of insanity, i was in a defenseless state. a perfect time for giving in to self abuse.

it was out of curiosity mostly that it started. i was awed by the effect it does to your mind. psychoactive they call it. by going within plus it is a mind blowing experience. everything is in slowmotion. time seems to stop. you could hear every litte noise with great precision capturing every little note and rythm. see everything in detail sooo clear you think you have the gift to do just that. little did i know it has a nasty effect in your short term memory. i know. i have suffered the consequences.

somehow the heavens above interceeded. sent a wonderful message in the form of your friends. im glad i was able to stop from completely annihilating myself. i wasnt that hooked afterall. im sobber now. i was able to divert my energy to blogging.

for what its worth, id still say: respect for the plant and respect for that divine part of you.

positive vibration rules! reminds me of what bob marley used to say: "...dont worry about a thing..cause every little thing is gonna be alright.."