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At 8pm, alibuag beach front was humid. One of its many moods. No breeze, just the sound of the sea gently lapping on white sand. I don’t usually hang out there at night but we are on the stage of pouring concrete around the spring to create a pool. Low tide happens sometimes at night, midday and sometimes in the morning. It’s so unpredictable I have to rely on the locals and make the most of what little time opportunity that presents .

The beach is lined with lamp lights making the sea-licked white sands look creamy. Beyond the reach of light is darkness abroad. The only thing that separates the sky and the sea is the gas fueled lamps of bangkas (small bamboo outriggered boats) skimming for fish. Like fireflies they lined to recreate the horizon. Our mayor tagged along and was in on one of those boats with two young fishermen swimming alongside steering the boat while spotting for fish. While we waited at the shore, I have to contend with the on-going stone masonry works at the spring. Tough luck, one of our mason got in drunk and was frustratingly useless. Humiliated himself and after loud-mouthing his workmates and insulting the foreman, he went home. He will find himself jobless tomorrow after waking up with a nasty hangover. For the rest of the team, the spirits were high but the progress was slow. I will have to look for additional skilled workers.

At 10pm, the boat glided ashore. The mayor was sleeping in it. He woke up and with wobbly stomach, hauled himself out of the boat. Delighted at the catch, he called me to see it. It was a smorgasbord of delight from the sea still jumping and breathing. After they cleaned and sliced the fish we dove right in with bare hands and teeth we ate them raw bathe only with sili soaked vinegar. I have a particular taste for the moko-moko a small version of the squid. You only have to bite off its head, remove the insides with the sea, tear off the shell on its back and bon appetite. Don’t mind the gory details. With its white, gummy flesh it challenges all of your taste buds’ senses. The danggit, mol-mol and maming with their almost transparent flesh melts in your mouth and surrenders into a sweet tasting delicacy as it travels down your throat.

We washed it down with coke. I quit smoking a month ago but at that moment it was a sin not to have one. Too bad too much self restraint got the best of me.

We went home around midnight with 40% of the work completed. Its gonna be 16 more long nights to go. When I got home, a bottle of San Miguel beer pale palesin put me to sleep.

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four hundred twenty kph to oblivion

it was 6 days of oblivion. the realization that i was way off track with who i am hit me like an arrow through my head. what was i thinking back then? a month ago i was hooked to something that i wasnt supposed to. i have always prided myself with great self restraint but at that moment it felt so right. broken and stressed out to the point of insanity, i was in a defenseless state. a perfect time for giving in to self abuse.

it was out of curiosity mostly that it started. i was awed by the effect it does to your mind. psychoactive they call it. by going within plus it is a mind blowing experience. everything is in slowmotion. time seems to stop. you could hear every litte noise with great precision capturing every little note and rythm. see everything in detail sooo clear you think you have the gift to do just that. little did i know it has a nasty effect in your short term memory. i know. i have suffered the consequences.

somehow the heavens above interceeded. sent a wonderful message in the form of your friends. im glad i was able to stop from completely annihilating myself. i wasnt that hooked afterall. im sobber now. i was able to divert my energy to blogging.

for what its worth, id still say: respect for the plant and respect for that divine part of you.


positive vibration rules! reminds me of what bob marley used to say: "...dont worry about a thing..cause every little thing is gonna be alright.."

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afternoon side shot



Took this picture late afternoon while on field supervision yersterday at Alibuag Beach. I saw something in it. These fishermen suddenly came to view while I was squinting at the sea.Hastily I pulled the camera and aimed directly at it while the sun glared above. Click. No flash, just natural light. It kinda created a sepia like effect. I like it.

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sunny side up



Alibuag beach. There's no place in the world I'd rather be.This picture was taken 3 weeks ago on my xpressmusic. Alone at the beach while I was on field work. Its becoming more of a resort now. We have constructed cottages and we'll be adding more amenities for visitors. I don't know ,I kinda like it better without it. This place is holy for me. A paradise.I have always looked at this place as a sanctuary. A soul searching place. You could sit in the sand for hours while you allow yourself to drift away with your thoughts. You'd be surprised of the answers you'll be getting by just being here and meditate. Wonderful place. It heals your soul.

Swimming is a real treat. I have discovered a way of truly enjoying life out here. By just staying afloat in the water facing the sky with arms behind your head you will know what I mean. Staying in that position while you meditate is a mind blowing experience. Your mind will just float away and re-discover yourself. I know, I''ve done it many many times.

Two weeks ago I did some shoreline excursion using our pumpboat. Amazing how you change your perception of things by just simply changing your point of view. In this particular excursion Ive discovered that there are 5 more patches of white sand that could be just like Alibuag. Mind boggling really. All this time I thought Alibuag is the only one.It was an hour of pure and intimate discovery of Sugbongcogon.







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